Mood: kinda pissed
Music: On Love, In Sadness- Jason Mraz

yeah well i thought things were going good... hahaha.....the dance was ok... some people, as usual, acted stupid, but thats not really a surprise. one person kinda surprised me though... im not gonna read that much into it though.
and i hate all this 'i just want a boyfriend' shit you hear all the time in 8th grade, but yes, me, it's what im feelin. yes i know, this IS coming from me, and i feel pathetic but, i dont know, blah.
you think you meet someone, and then you have no way of seeing them for the next month. or they're too old, or too experienced. or you think someone might like you, but turns out, they just want your friendship, if that. or all you get from them is a high five.

and its not the 'yes i have a boyfriend' crap i want- its the companionship, because right now i feel like i don't really fit in.
enough of my pity party- if you read that, sorry.... im not usually the sappy type
but, blahhhhh.
i just had a latte on an empty stomach so who knows what'll happen...

"this won't be played on your radio tonight..."
-jet